darn. . .

Oh... okay then... here goes :

1. I wish it was Sunday (coz I lost the mood for everything else).

2. I really wish it was Sunday (no kidding. no drive left!).

3. I wiss that its PAYDAY! ! !

Sunday's just a couple of days away so I can still endure a few more days of putting up a false front. It's a bit worrying when I only look forward to my rest day every week. Don't really know how I arrived at this state of losing interest in the many things that I used to be be passionate about. Why? ? ? i dun knoe. . .

So for now. . .

tongue in cheek. . .

10 THINGS YOU WOULD SAY ON A SATURDAY NIGHT (insider's only)

1. Blader... lets go Jook! (bruther, let's go Zouk)


2. Tonight got Twance lee jay flom flance.....(tonight got Trance DJ from France)

3. I see his picture in the flame in le toilet.(i see his picture in the frame in the toilet)

4. Go oler dlink.....(go order drink)

5. The girl so juud ar.....! but le flen like kuniang ar!!

6. Sien ar... go lar-ber oh....(go dbl O)

7. Got Letlo music tonight.(got retro music)

8. Bartender!! whiskey gleen tea 1 jug!!

9. Lee-jay ar.... can play Blader louie??

10. A-le em-bee wat time...??(aRe-N-B wat time?)
You people go figure out wat was that..... this shit did happen... somehow, somewhere.... not naming anybody.... and i'm NOT being a racist. . .

and it's monday. . . darn. . . i'm looking for this shirt. .

my fav emo tune on sundays. . .
Maroon 5 - Makes Me Wonder.

I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feel so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

God damn my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you tell me how you feelin
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

I've been here before
One day I wake up
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you said don't have a meaning
Cause

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
and I...And so this is goodbye

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you tell me how you feelin
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah [x3]
(Oh no)

shoutouts. . .

shoutouts to the peepz in my life. . .

niz-a > sorry bout this morning, and yes i do get emotional at times. . .

b-jr > happy 21st b'day and welcome to CLUB 21. . . wishing you best always. . .

eriks > happy 21st b'day and welcome to CLUB 21. . . you are old now so remember. . .

farkhan Alpha > Happy 22nd b'day, it was nice knowing you. . .

audie > it was an honour to know you read my blog and wishing you the best for ATEC. . .

razzy > i respect your decision. . . we are old now and we should bow out of the game. . .

khair > got your posting and welcome to the Guards family, earn the beret and be proud of it. . .

qayum > got your posting and welcome to the Guards family, earn the beret and be proud of it. .
1 GDS > Seahawk was a job well done, next up ATEC. . . LEADS THE WAY. . .

wei jian > congrats on ex seahawk, your PC is proud of ya, keep up the work. .
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sortz > Happy 21st b'dae. . . takmo fanatik sangat. . .

arman > happy 22nd b'dae, congrats on your engangement. . .

QM > well done on the BSA for ex SeaHawk, kudos. . .

lokman > July 13th enlistment date, bez of luck. . . and yes Army training is tough. . .

yazid Alpha > recover well, see ya back in camp. . .

sahfahri > 2 more mths before commissioning, endure your OCT life. . . 2lt soon aite. . .

james > happy advance 23rd b'dae. . .


and to all those who i have left out i'm sorry. . .


quote of the day > "now its time for us to appreaciate wats infront of us more den anything else" -razzy. . .

the mockery continues. . .

Don't you just love the way these brokeback dudes pose for the camera shoot? Uber-cool, isn't it? So cool that they forgot the in-the-field protocol... no JOCKEY CAPS!!! Where the hell are your combat helmets? Excuse, is it? Later, debris (i.e. durian) drop on your head then you know!

Unseen by the untrained eye, the bloke behind is holding a lighted cigarette in his right hand... strategically hidden away from the camera. A much valued skill that one develops through the years of being in the army... how to "stealth smoke" and not be caught.

Pardon me for the continued dig at the military but it really deserves to be seen in a lighter shade and be exposed for what it really is... a comical farce and an utter waste of time!

haiz. . .

i'm am dead beat tired. . .

won't be blogging for the next few days. . .

i'll be somewhere in LIm Chu Kang on exercise Seahawk. . .

sigh. . .

too tired with the preps and stuffs. . .

sigh. . .

gonna miss my beloved. . .

and friends. . . .

till friday. . .

toodles. . .

personal MOCK. . .

Please note that in an actual situation, the officer right in the front (with the cramped-up psuedo bravado look) leading the men, would be shot dead in a second from behind due to the arc of crossfire from the other men as well as those that failed their marksmanship. Don't ask why some of the idiots are aiming their rifles to the floor either. Maybe they're engaging midget enemies. Also, just because you're a fucking commando doesn't mean you should don your freaking OUTSTANDING ceremonial beret. It's not meant for the field, dumbass!!! You stick out like a cat in a dog pound! In simpler ARMY terms, the enemy can spot you with one eye closed from 3 thousand miles away. Oh, look closely, what's that behind the men at the back? Do I see boats? Like duh... in the middle of the fucking road? Makes you wonder if they were trying to set sail on concrete prior to this photo shot. Lastly, noticed the last dude with the red beret right at the back... who's clutching his balls? Lesson, never wear boxers during army training. You'll end up with droopy balls and inappropriate penis alignment. Makes you question why the commandos are called the ELITE, doesn't it? SO What if you're the winners for BUC. . .

seventeen JUNE. . .

17th Of June. . . Happy Father's Day to all the wonderful dad around the world. . .
If only i can tell my dad how great he is. . . Maybe its because that i'm old that i am shy to just blurt that out to him face to face. . . That's why i use technology instead. . SMSed him in the morning. . . Me and Mom shared the costs for his present. A Wallet and a belt. . . Hopefully he likes it. . .

Another lonely Sunday. . . sigh. . .

weekend concluded. . .`

After a super-long-stressful week, I was left with nothing in my cells to even think of doing anything. Fatigue has took over and its ruining everything. I mean EVERYTHING!!

thurs - work inc underslung training followed by dbl-o'


friday- spending the day with my beloved followed by zouk till six in da morning. .
saturday- rested the whole day at home, that i felt so tired and lazy that i even forget to update my boo. . . sorry baby. . Not only that i even can't wake up to chill with Ang and eriks. . Sorry dude. . . i 'm sleeping back waiting for sunday afternoon before heading back to camp later. . sigh. . .

zouk

Went Zouk for the We love House party, kinda enjoyed myself listening to the heavy house by DJ b. Crowd was happening as usual. And ironically, i wasn't in my drinking mood when i was in. I notice that more and more peepz out there are now into melbourne shuffle. .
it wasn't that popular a few months back and its popularity in gaining among locals here. . .
After Zouk, i went for supper cum breakfast at Spize@ River Valley. . . and the Prata sux big TYME!!! it has a margarine taste which was kinda awful. . . I reached home at 0600 hrs and supposedly to be in camp at 1000 hrs but i overslept it. . . darn. . . i feel so tired. . .
2 days of partying and the lack of sleep is killing me. . . so i decided to stay home on this very Saturday. . .

more parties. . .

dbl O was crap yesterday. . .
i just can't seem to blend with the crowd. . .
everything was so TYPICAL M-E-L-A-Y-U-S. . .
and as expected a fight broke out halfway through.. .
Special shoutout to Adi on his 20th b'day. . . and you got drunk bad... haha. . .
and it's like been a year plus since i last saw Lokman. . and finally u are attached again. . . hehe. . . =)
If not for my friends and my boo, guess i would have left pretty early. . .
kinda bad to head dblO on thurs night. ..

so today's a new day. . . gonna spend time with my loved ones and Friday means ZOUK!
haha. . . Free entry before 11 for all house lovers. . . so see ya there. . .

back home. . .

finally i'm home after a long week at work. . .
and today training was a shag one. . .
heli ops. . .
i did underslung with my mates. .
something similiar to the pic above. . .
basically putting a vehicle or cargo into the net, securing it and finally hooking it to the helicopter. .
it sounds easy but it wasn't. . .
Tonight is THURSDAY. . .
it means party. . .
heading out to dblO later. . .
time to chill out and run away from the hectic life. . .
CHEERS!!!!

i need a break. . .

Banyan Tree @ Bintan
Oh la la... this is what I call a total retreat :)

today in history. . .

i've done whatever that's supposed to be done. yes i may not master the art of being a 'wayang' KING, least i did my job well and i am glad some people appriciates it. people who understands and believe what they see with their eyes. i admit i screwed up sometimes but its a matter of time till i master something which is so foreign to me
i hate my job. . .

i need a life. . .

sunday. . . .

when it comes to sundays. . .

its never fun. . .

gotta get my haircut soon. . .

gotta get back to camp. . .

5 more days of shit. . .

darn. . .

GSS

Just came back from town doing recce on certain stuffs. . .
Great offers from almost every shops. . .
Sales from 10% to even 70%. . . .
Good stuffs ain't it. . .
But i just can't stand some shops with their background music. . .
For example, Forever 21 @ Wisma. . .
Playing Reggaeton shit at top volume, just couldn't stand it. .
Whats wif the music guys. . .
couldn't blame it with the population of typical malay workers. . .

i've come up with my shopping list for the year though. . .

1. that pointed shoe at Shaw towers which cost $99
2. FCUK stripped shirt. . .
3. a tote bag. . .
   
4. skinny jeans. . .
5. iPod Video. . .
6. a new hp. . .
7. a samll crumpler bag. . .
8. a wallet for my boo
9. more t-shirts. .. .
10. more jeans

hopefully i can get it all by this year. . . LoLx. . .
wish me luck. . .

life traffic sign. . .

since when backstabbing became a way of life?

always?

oh ya in that fucked up place.

oh ya some of my 'friends' do it too. . .

a hell of a week at work. . .

politics killing me. . .

you peepz are too immature so. . .

GROW UP u mutha f#ck*rs. . !

work flowchart. . .

a whole week of shit at work. . . the picture describe it best. . .
everybody talking, but i'm the one executing it. . . .
its hard when your appointment is pathetic compared to the rest. . .
hopefully a better week ahead. . .
counting down the months to my release date. . .

how to avoid a. . .

For those in danger of heading towards a burn out, just remember the FOUR very important P's at work. pang jio (urinate), pang sai (shit), pang piu (fart) and most importantly... pang kang (end of work shift).Notably, I'm started to talk a lot of senseless rubbish as of late. Don't ask why. You don't want to know. Neither do I. The last time this happened... it led to me having to take anti-depressant pills. And they look as colourful as M&M's...

emo

Somehow rather... we all go thru this....

Unfortunately, most don't have the balls to say it due to beinglabelled 'emo', 'tamed', bla, bla, bla.......Maybe I'm getting old, 'tamed', emo....WTF...... time to grow up. Call me whatever you want....

nonsense. . .

She still look glamourous in her jail pic huh. . .? ?

i don't understand why there is so much coverage for her. . . from checking out her cell to what she had for breakfast? ? afterall she's another human as well

she broke the law and she has to serve the time. . .

lucky her for having the judge on her side who halved almost half of her sentence. . .

hoping that she learnt about her simple life in there. . .

and finally away from the flashing lights. . .

quotes to ponder. . .

i was on msn looking at friends nick and they've come up with funny quotes. . .
lets have a look at them. . .

"they say alcohol is bad, but didn't the bible says love your enemies" - Sonn's
"they say light travel faster than sound, people appear bright until they speak - Patrick's
"every smile is hunger and strife to another child" - Phipha's
"depression is an unholy ghost" -Hoods'
"i want to escape from everything, but only if you'll come with me" -Nul's
"god please drop some money from the sky, i'll swear i'll be a good boy" - Farid's

most of it are ironic. . .
still pondering where and how they came up with it. . .
but kudos to your creativity. . .

hurts. . .

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to those who have felt offended by the content of the blog

just not the day. . .

feeling freaking pissed. . . with almost everyone and anyone. . . .


dontcomenearmetodayiamstillpissedandimighteatyouup. . .

a day in the "park"

Just got back from Lam Kiong Live firing area in Tuas. . .
what a long long long day. . .
it didn't do any good that i was with my CSM the whole day as Sentry ic. . .
in short we were not doing anything except for deploying the men at their respective sentry point, sending them lunch and dinner and pulling them back at 2300hrs. . .
in the end i ended up talking crap with him. . .
it appear that my CSM was not as mean and straight as we have thought to be. . .
For instance, i asked him what he usually do on weekends and his answer was,
"do what kids do, watch cartoon and etc. . ."
he even show his lighter side when he asked everyone if they wanted coke and we went all out to some neighborhood to get it. . . - WELFARE for soldiers. . .
he share with me his beliefs, now let me share with ya. . .

• "nobody can tell ya what's right and what's wrong, only you can" -hhmmm, yeah. . .
  

• "there are loopholes in the system, use it to your advantage" -realli? ! ? !

• "get PES E before ORD, so reservist easier" - WTF?! you're a 2WO and teachin me this???

• "Men and women will never be equal but the respect must be equal" -a contradicting sexist

• "i'm a Buddhist because they don't force ya to pray at the temple" -better be a free thinker mah. . .

a crazy day entertaining him and the others, exercise ends at 2250hrs. . .
i reached camp around 0030hrs. . .
feeling so tired and lethargic, so i guess i'm staying in and leaving early later around six. . .

saturday is over. . .

the picture sums up my whole day. . .

a picture say a thousand words. . .

but i can only think of one with this. . . BORING! ! !

finally, 12 hours have pass since i took over my COS duty today. . .

i can't wait for the TV showing of Dirty Dancing 2 later. . .

then get to my beauty sleep. . .

hopefully i don't need to attend to any phone calls tonight. . .

a long day ahead of me tomorrow. . .

LIVE firing. . . DARN! ! !

i need to wake up at 0500hrs and move off by 0530. . .

what a weekend. . .

looking forward to my off on monday and also the weekend. . .

just can't wait to shop till i drop. . .

*by the way, sorry b-jr for keeping ya in the dark about me and niz-a. . .

lousy saturday. . .

its a saturday that i never looked forwarded to. . .
i'm stuck in camp doing COS duty. . . darn 24 hour of boredom. . .
to make it worse, i've got battalion live firing tomorrow at Lim Chu Kang. . .
most probably booking out on monday morning. . .
sigh. . . a long tiring weekend for me. . .
how i badly wish that i'm out chillin with my friends and loved ones. .
but on the brighter side, stayin in camp means saving money and more budget for my shopping spree with my boo. . . its the GSS. . . WOooOO. . .! ! !

till then. . .

wrong prescription. . .

i started my day laughing out loud looking at this pic. Found it in my inbox forwarded by ma peepz in camp. . .
lesson learnt : take the right dosage and prescription of medicines. . .