you're ugly. . .!!!

someday, we all will come to a point of time where this question arises. . .
somewhere in our heart, we ask. . . What about me? ? ?
i dunno what is wrong with me and this life. . . .
i know my past, there's no need for anyone to remind me what i've done
i know where i went wrong and i'm learning my mistakes
AND i myself know, that i'm changing for the better but yet
some peepz out there still find it hard to accept. . .
why? ? ? let me look at the possibilities. .
ONE. maybe its because of my joker character and "bo chap" attitude

OR

TWO. i've been a sinner/wrongdoer for so long that peepz gets this impression i'm at an un-change-able state.

so i guess the saying "first impression lasts" comes to play here. . .

to my families, friends and loved ones* out there, i would like to thank you if you have place faith in me. . . i appreciate it and guess this is the point of time where I WILL NEED YOUR SUPPORT and TRUST MOST and i'll sure need you to DEFEND me from criticsm and i PROMISE i will not dissapoint you guys. . .
*there's no need to mention your names, you guys know who you are and you're the BEST!

to the people who're still in doubt, you're welcome to be an onlooker to see the changes but SHAME ON YOU for not choosing sides. either ur a coward or u r plain dumb.

to the peepz who still sticked to their faith and impression that i'm still the bad boy. , .
you can CHUCK off. . . i don't need you peepz. . . i dont need and i dont wanna hear about your opinions, thoughts or criticsm. . . and i'm MAKING IT CLEAR THAT I'M NO LONGER THAT BOY! !



feeling so unstable today,
i could be on cloud 9 for awhile and the next thing
i could be in basement 7 of hell. . .
feeling so emo shiity. . .
anyone for a hug? ? ?